I have been lazy for several weeks,also lazy to entry blog here.I'll go to Melaka and than KL tomorrow.Hope our trip will be fun.My dad is warning me not to mischievious and not to create any problem to him.Unbelievable~~ 

I went to Hutan Lipur just now to catch insect for our biology project.SSC and I have become the lunch of mosquitoes.......I get a pathetic one crickle......For me...That is pretty good......

How come I¡¦ll become like this. I¡¦m still wondering of my potential in studies. I say i should opt out of the paper chase because of my poor marks in final exam. I might not b the worst but to me, it¡¦s a sign of achieve nothing after this two years of form 6 life, very scared of empty-handed. Yet, I¡¦m still thinking of wat the hell I¡¦m doing here, I have to admit that I¡¦m waiting for somebody although our conversation becoming less and less. No point waiting here, I should sleep early and give full concentration on studies.But I was still in a state of euphoria after chatting with this person. How to explain this?  I¡¦m becoming more and more eccentric recently. I¡¦m contradicting myself after brooding too much. That¡¦s what we call xxxx ? I have no gut to mention this word here. Sorry~~

I have a strong urge to maintain the friendship between Nicholas and me. It¡¦s been long time since our last conversation. What happened to us? Is our friendship have reach the endpoint? We don talking to each other because of trivial matter. It¡¦s not worth. I tried to talking with you but I really can¡¦t bring myself to say it. I just read a article just now. It say that if u angry with your friend,that means you are still caring about this friendship but if someday you are not angry with your friend, meaning that you are not care bout this friendship anymore. I¡¦m not angry with you anymore, Nicholas. Does it means that I¡¦m not caring and mind of our friendship anymore? Who can tell the answer?

I think i should opt out of da paper chase, I'm born lazy........i do nothin the whole morning.........

I¡¦m whizzing along the road just now, with a sentimental music, I¡¦m sick at heart. I have to admit that I¡¦m crying. I hit my sister just now, she¡¦s exactly not my blood sister. My mum just look after her, since 4 years ago. She is only 4 year old. She know nothing, she is too innocent to know everything. I shouldn¡¦t be so childish and petty. Ya¡KIt¡¦s all my fault. I shouldn¡¦t put my things on the sofa. She slapped my things because my mum said that she wants to sit. The problem is ,that is my thing, a very important thing. I¡¦m very furious, I know that is my fault, If I didn¡¦t put my things on the sofa, my sis wouldn¡¦t have any chance to slapped my thing. Isn¡¦t it? I have great feeling of guilty. She cried, I see it , her leg was red and swollen. Her skin was too soft. She hides behind the washer and cry. I was too miserable to see that. She chokes with sobs and be unable to speak. I know she is angry with me. I can¡¦t bear to hold my sister tightly, just like holding the most precious thing in my arms. She is being quite mischievous recently, but I still can tolerate with her behavior. Except tonight. I¡¦ve regret but I know, there is no the words regret in my dictionary. What have I do or say have hurt someone that I love most and care most. Every word which I say cannot retake anymore. Every word have pierce into their heart.